Tuesday, November 16, 2010

it is me..

this is me,

this is the way i want to be.

there's nothing else i can say.

i appreciate every little thing that you do.

i never regret to know you,

maybe times will change everything.

i can't be someone who calm everyone's heart.

i am not perfect but i learn .

i never take any serious what you have been,

because i know, you have a second chance .

day and night,

will proves everything.

before i sleep, i pray.

i pray that there's no other place i can stay,

heaven.

i pray, when i wake up i breath free .

i wonder why a good people get a bad punishment,

while , a bad will get a good.

and why and why.

i am a person ; straight and moron.

maybe, i might not be that pretty but i'm happy.

i am not a girl who can enjoy her life day and night.

i'm not rich , i don't have a big house with a big family,

a big car and a big purse with a millions of money.

i am not, but i'm happy .

i only have a warm heart and a smile that can share to everyone .

this words only a warm heart will know .

peace,

aku syng ko..


aku syng kt ko..
tlg la jge diri ko lek lok..
ko la temn baek aku skunk...
aku sedih gle tgk ko skit cmnie..

aku serba slh sgt ngn ko..
sbb ko xcndnt mse otw dtg jb nk jumpe aku...
cian kt ko..
xpasal2 dapat cuti free..

klu xcndt luke2 sikit n tinggl parut sikit2 xpe jgk..
nie smpai patah sane sini..
mmg bertmbh la serba slah aku..

ko nie..
kte nk tlg jage aku..
jge la dri ko lek lok..
t klu ko skit..
sape nk jge aku?
sape nk tlg aku psni?

ko jge la dri ko tu lek lok.
aku syg ko..
aku da xde tmpt nk cter prob aku g..
aku de ko je..

aku mntk tlg sgt2..
tlg la jge dri ko lek lok..
jgn jdik cm skrng..
aku sdh gle tgk ko cmnie..
nk mkn ssh..nk pki bju ssh..
plus..
sume bnda2 tu jdik ssh sbbnye..ko xcndt mse otw nk dtg jmpe aku...
haish..

ko jge dri lek lok auw..
aku doakan ko cpt smbh..

AKU SYNG KO!!

Monday, November 15, 2010

if she d only one..

If a girl cried in front of u
It means that she couldn’t take it anymore

If you take her hand, she would stay with you for d rest of ur life
If u let her go, she couldn’t go back to being herself anymore

A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person who she love d most,
She becomes weak..

A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most,
She put down her ego..

If a girl cries bcoz of u..
Plz hold her hands firmly, she’s the one who would stay with u for the rest of ur life

If a girl cries bcoz of u..
Plz dun give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision
You ruin her life..

When she cry rite in front of u...
When she cry bcoz of u...
Look into her eyes, can u see and feel the pain & hurt she’s feeling..?

Think...

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, in front of you.....and ....bcoz of you..,

She cry not bcoz she is weak, she cry not bcoz she want sympathy or pity..
She cry bcoz crying silently is no longer possible..
The pain, hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...
If a girl cry her heart out ..2u...and all bcoz of u..
It’s time to look back on what u’ve done..
Only u will know the answer to it..
Do consider it..cz one day...
It may be too late for regrets...
It may be too late to say “im sorry”
You may regret for the rest of ur life

Maybe in ur life...she’s the ONLY one that
LOVE YOU THE MOST...

Sunday, November 14, 2010

dulu kau yang aku pnh syang..


dlu aku pnh syng kau..

dlu aku pnh cinta kau..

dlu aku pnh admire kau.

dlu aku pnh percaya kau..

dlu aku pnh crita smua mslh aku kt kau..

dlu aku pnh mngis dekat kau..

dlu aku pnh anggap kau teman terbaek ku..


tp skarang..
kau tiada lagi..
kau bukan sesiape buatku..
kau pergi disaat kau diperlukan..
kau pergi mencri penganty..

aku redha..
ko pergi tok mencri yng terbaek..
aku doakan kau yang terbaek tok sglanya..

congrate kamo..


tahniah kamo..
sbb berjaya wat die brubah..

tahniah kamo..
sbb berjaya amik aty die..

tahniah kamo..
sbb dpt keprcyaan die

tahniah kamo..
sbb dpat cinta die..

taniah kamo..
sbb dpt kesayangn die..

tahniah kamo..

tahniah skali lagi..

aku doakan kebahagian kamo berdua..

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

kawan baek...

hurm..
rinie..ckup 4 thun kwn baik pertama aku mnggal..
bile ingt lek memory aku ngn die..
kadng2 leh wat aku mengis sorng2..

hurm..
klu la die ade lagi..
msty happy je sntiase..
pape pon.
aku doakan kau..
semoga kau dirahmati disane..


hrinie jugak...
aku da nekad..
aku kne buang pengnty kawan baik aku yng slme nie mndgr sume prob aku..
aku terpakse buang ko diri idop aku..
aku xnk dpt glaran bukan2 agy dri mane2 pompuan..
aku da lth da sume tu...
ko pon taw dlu aku kne mcm mane kan..
n now aku xnk kne bnda yng saem dri awek ko..
so aku kne blah..
even ssh nk bwat,,
tp aku stil kne kuat tok buang ko..
maafkan aku..
thnx 4 beiing my fren yng sllu de ngn aku slame kte kwn 3thun nie..
hurm..
utk kamo..
aku doakan terbaek untk kamo n die..

Friday, November 5, 2010

C-0-N-F-I-U-S....

hurm..smlm aku hangout with A..
he gave me same advice..
he also told sumthing which is aku xpnh terfikir bnda tu..

A ckap ..
Z pnh suke kat HG dlu..
n now..
both f them bff..
hurm..
actually...
im wondering..
motif ape akram ckp sume nie kt aku..
HG ckp..
bnda tu cte lame..
y should A bangkit kan lek cte tu..
A ckp..
let je Z n HG..
biakan dong ber2..
n i hve to step back..
hurm..
im totally confius..

i dun mind to step back if that action may gave happiness to Z..
even thou i do LOVE Z so much..
but i hope A will more uderstnd Z..
hurm..

Z...
If u r happy now..
even thou HG is ur bff..
n if u felt happy coz im not around dstrbng u..
i will step back now..
i will do 4 ur happiness..

n..
if u found sum1 else tht more understnd u..
could u plis..
let me know..
then i will disapear mysef from ur life..
i wont disturb u nymre..

but..
plis..
allow me to keep all the memories tht we have together as fren n as couple..
allow me to keep my heart jus 4 u..
thn i won't ask anything anymore...