01 september 2010

hari nie aku de test clas mdm chong..

alhmdullih aku dapt buat ngn well..

xsia2 gak la..

tido kul 2 n bgn kul 4 pg n till now xtdo agy..

hurm.

pesal ngn aku nie..

4pg td skit rusuk n blakang aku jdi blik..

hurm..

parah aku gni..

da la pose..

aku nk mkn ubt cmne?

ergh..

skit!!!

help me!!

=(

searching where is my soul

hari da 20 hari ramadhan..

hurm..

ntah knpe aku rse jiwa aku kosong sgt..

aku rse nk ngis je..

dari semlm g aku cmnie..

aku xtaw pe sbb aku nk ngis..

tp seriousy i need sum1 to lend me their shoulder..

aku jdik xde mood..

nk buke xde mood..

nk shur pon xde mood..

ergh..

nape aku nie??

hurm..

s0k dpt result sem2..

pergh..wisau gle..

tkot..

da la pss mark da naik jd 60%.

adeyh..tinggi nye..cam e nk keep go on nie..

haish..

ya Allah..

tlonglan hamba MU nie..

kenape saya suke awak..

y did i like u?'

hurm..

actually..i dunno y i like u..

but..

mybe it cos of u already be my good fren 4 almost 3years..

n u knew almst evrything bout me.

eventhou u been bz..but u still have time 4 me when i need it..

i admit tht i like u since tuition..but then u said u got ur gurl..

so i keep it silent..

i remmber when u ask 4 couple twice in ym..but i refuse it coz i have eddy on tht tyme..

and 4 the second tyme i jus break of wth him..

hurm..

i also rmmber the nite that u sound mukhlis..

hurm..

i really appreciacte tht..

thnx u so much..

n now im with u..

sorry if u seems i looks like didnt understnd ur bz time..

i dun mean to disturb u..

mybe i need som1 to talk with..

hurm..

nway..thnx 4 being a good listener n good accompany of me to cry with..

thnx 4 stand with my attitude n understand me..

hope it gonna be long relationship..

hurm..i already answer mine..

next is ur turn..

thnx n sorry 4 everything selame i've been with u..

nway..

i admit..i jeles tgk pix u ngn dak nr shah alam tu..

huhuhuhuh..

huhuhuhu...trigt kenangan lama..

kadang2 aku terfikir

salah ke kite berkawn??

berkwan rapat ngn seseorng yng berlainan jantina..

hurm..

de org ckap...

xde istilah kwan baik antara lelaki dan prempuan..

tp..

aku xsetuju ngn pendapat tu..

persahabatan tu xkire dgn laki or pompuan same je..

jnji kite pndai jage batas2 pergaulan..

dalam mase yng same gak..

aku de gak setuju ngn pendapat tu..

hurm..

istilah kawan rapat antara lali2 dan permpuan mmg ssh nk jmpe...

mcm aku sndri..

aku berkawn rapat ngn sorng laki..

hampir 3 tahun aku kawan ngn die..

die mmg shabt pling rapt yng aku pnh ader..

aku mengaku aku pnh jatuh hati kat die mase aku tution ngn die..

tp aku diamkan aje..

yela..

mane nk same level..

bdk science dgn bdk perdagangn..

ape la sgt..

hurm..

tp..

mkin lama aku knl die..

rse best plak..

wlaupun die slalu skit kn atie aku..

tp die la yng aku rindu..

huhuhu..

bile aku msk giat..

aku rse aku mkin rapt ngn die..

slalu jgk die teman aku blik jln kaki smpai umah..

be4 tu msty kne g melepak dulu kt setiawangsa..

huuhuhu..

klakr je ble ingt blik..

bile aku msk kptm klntn..

die sikit berubah..mybe sbb aku de MUKHLIS..

tp yng pling wat aku terpikir..

mase aku kne sound ngn tiema n mukhlis..

aku ingt lagi..mlm tu 1/1/2009..

aku ngis kaw2 kt die..

last2 die mntk num mukhlis.

trus g sound..

huhuhu..

syunk la u mok..

u mmg terbaek!!

hurm..tp mse aku dpt taw ex die crik die..

aku mcm trse sikit..

sb die xpnh cter pon die couple ngn sesape until la die msg aku ckp die gne num lain..

hurm..

sdey jap..

tp tyme aku sdr gak..sape je aku tok die cte sume..

hurm..

tp skunk da xkesah a sume tu..

sbb aku da dgn die..

ahhaha..

walaupon hari2 de je bnde die crik point nk knekan aku..

tp tu la yng wat aku happy..

huhu

thnx darl..

syunk kamo sgt2..

hurm.

bile diingt blik cter dulu..

kelakar pon ader..

mcm2 perangai la..

hurm..kesimpulan nye..

xkire la kawan rapat ngn sesape skli pon..

as long as kite percaye org tu..

n terase nk keep go on ngn org tu..

sume nyer trpulang kat dri sendri..

huhuhu..

tu je war arinie..

selamat beramal.

menjerit nk ngis!!!

ergh..tnsionnyer hidup..
pe sal la sume bnda nk sibuk..
aku serbut la..

i jus need tyme 4 myself..

tu pon xleh ke..??

aku nk ngis !!!

xlarat sgt2..

aku lth!!!

smpai ble nk mcm nie??!!!

ergh!!1

hate this
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i jus need tyme to be alone n cry as much i want!!!!

22 august 2010

arinie aku lk ostel jb..

ergh..

i hate dis place..

hurm.

bile la aku nk abis blaja nie..

da xlart da nk dok cnie..

haish..

da cuti 2weeks..

blik kolej 2weeks..

cuti agy..

adeyh..

hurm..

hurm..

hurm..

smlm ckup 3months aku couple ngn mok..

huuhu..

tarikh pling lame setakat nie..

mse ngn lies dulu..

2bln lbh je..

hurm..

hope lame kli nie..

da mls nk pikir da pasni..

hurm..

mok..

hopefully kte thn lame..

luv u so much..

hurm....

*What would you do if everytime you fell in love you HAD to say goodbye?

*What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would NEVER be there?

*What would you do if your loved ones died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?(even if you DON'T CARE ANYMORE)

*What would you do if you LOVED someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

pose dtg lagi

arinie da seminggu aku cuti di rumah..

arinie jgk da 4 hari ramadhan dtg mnjenguk kan dri..

hurmm..

xleh aku nk ckp cm ne rse dok kt umh slame cuti plus with bln pose nie..

kdg2..aku mnjerit sndri..

aku nk pulng jb!!

kdg2..aku mnjerit sndri..

aku nk puang umah!!

tp..

all thiing chnge when want i got wht i want.

mcm skrng..

klu dlu..

aku mnjerit nk pulang umah sbb xlaart dok jb..

but know..

once aku da lek umh..

seriously..

i cn't wait 4 22hb..

im going back to JB!!!!

hurmm..

kuala lumpur menjerit!!

huhuhu..

less thn 10 hours im going back to kl!!

huooray!!!

windu nk alik kl...

lame gle xblik..

tp xplng xsabr coz nk pose same family!!!

last year ..

ingt agy.ibu call kjutkn tok sahur.

huhuhu..

n 4 next2 dy..

leh kate..

ari2 mok kjut..

klu xdie kjut..

aku kjut die..

huhuhu...

sonok gle pose last year..

hopefuly this raye also be like that..

hurm..

did i deserve it?

hurm..

klu aku kate..

aku berase jeles..

adakah aku deserve tok rse mcm tu?

hurm..

salah ke klau aku rse mcm tu??

hurm..

mcm xmunasabah lak..

aku rse jeles sbb pix tu je??

hurm..

urgh..tlng la!!

eimmie.!!!

could plis stop it..

u should understnd it..

understnd bout him..

u know him very well.!!!

urgh!!!!

hate it!!!