to sumone that will be my lover

I LOVE YOU 4 GIVING YOUR HEART 2 ME

AND TRUSTING ME WITH YOUR PRIDE

I LOVE YOU 4 WANTING ME

AND NEEDING ME BY YOUR SIDE

I LOVE YOU FOR THE EMOTIONS

I NEVER KNEW I HAD

I LOVE YOU FOR MAKING ME SMILE

WHENEVER I FEEL SAD

I LOVE YOU FOR THOUGHTS 4 ME

WHERE I'M ALWAYS ON YOUR MIND

I LOVE YOU FOR FINDINGS THAT PART OF ME

THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I'LL FIND

I LOVE YOU FOR THE WAY YOU ARE

AND FOR HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL

BUT MOST OF ALL I LOVE YOU

CAUSE I KNOW YOU'RE MINE FOR REAL

only when you re lonely..

Here I am again, doing things I said that I wouldn't do
It's 3AM and I'm rushing out the door to see you
Waiting, all day, but now you wanna call me
Why do you do this to me all the time?

After all the things you put me through, still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart
Cause I loved you, loved you, loved you
But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl with no one to turn you
Now I'm stronger, don't need you any longer
So get off your knees, your words don't mean anything
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/only_when_youre_lonely.html ]
After all the things you put me through, ooh still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

Oh, nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it
You just think of yourself and never me at all
If you're with your friends, you just string me along
But I won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on

Cause I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

mari kite webbie

hurm..

mlm nie da 2 mlm aku webbie ngn die..

last aku webbie ngn die pon thun lpas rsenye..

be4 aku break ngn die..

tu je last..

hurm..

klu dlu..

tiap kli aku de exm..

webbie tu agk wajib sbb nk tmn aku stdy..

i tod it would not be happened again after wat did happen..

but then..

tonite it happend again..

even aku xde exm..

tp dua2 dok stdy kt dpn webcam msg2..

hurm..i prefered to be like that tiap kli aku exam!!

hurm..

can we do it more often dear??

p/s: kelip2 mata mintk simpati..hahah

life

life is too shot to wake up in the morning with regrets..

so , love the people who treat you right..

and forget about the ones who don't..

and believe that everything happened for a reasons..

if you get a chance..take it..

if it changes your life..let it..

nobody said that it would be easy

they just promised..

it would be worth it

15 octber 2011

hurm..

diam x diam..

da sethun upenye..

hal tu jadik..

aku ingt lagi..

mlm tu..

aku da tdo..

tbe2..die msg aku..

die kate..

'ckup smpai sni je..die xready g nk keep move on..'

hurm..dri aku ngh ngntuk..troz celik mata aku..

tp sesungguhnye..

aku redha je la ngn ape die kte tu..

sbb aku da gtaw kt fb yng aku accept je pape die nk..

walaupun bnda tu hurt aku sgt.

hurm..

a month after the date...

i knew sumthing..

thnx to ur fren coz telling me..

hurm..

xpe la..

4 that moment..

i jus can said.

its ok dear..go on..i prayed for u..

but then..

once u when for the trip...

sum1 get to knew me cause of u..

hurm..

then..

i knew sumthing..

well..

we have not talking and contacting each other for a month..

its quiet long time i think..

21 december 2010..

u texting me..

n said u realized bout wat did happen between u and her..

and we started t be fren n good fren n close fren back again..

n now..

15 october 2011..

its seems like nuthing happend..

but not for me..

be4 the clock turn to 12midnight 15 octber 2011..

my mind recalling everything that happened ar the same date but in year 2010..

hopefully no more that kind of problem happend again after this..

hurm..

lastly

huhu..

sronoknye rse..

xsngka..

dalm mse singkt..

aku dapt 2 org ABG!!!

hoiyeah!!!!

best nye ader abg..

hopefully..

dorng pon ok..

n trima family aku seadany..

hurm..

pasni turn along..

then aku n lisya je tinggal..

hurm..

pasni da start la rye xckup corem..

aku ngn lisya je la..

haish..

tu la part pling xsuke..

xbest la..

hurm..

xpe la..

janji kakak2 aku da slamt jumpe pasangan masing2..

ameen..

luahan haty perasaan yng sakit atie

hai..

pelik tol aku..

kejap nk kjap xnk...

klu ko rase ko bgus..

tunjuk la profesional diri tu..

nie takat xdapat jadi ape yang dihajati..

trus nk blah..?

pergh..

tinggi tol pangkat ko..

ko tu sape?

minister?lawyer?

hahah

klu takat gune mulut je berkate2 tnpe pikir..

bek la g tadika balik...

ergh...

hurm..

asal la aku knal org cam ko nie ek?

wat bagi aku skit otak je..

ape ko ingt ko HOT sgt?

ko sorng je ader exam..

aku pon ader exm la dol..

aku nie einjured!!!

lgi truk dri ko..

ko tu ape je?

cukup je sifat ko en..

sumpah perangai ko mcm K*****...!!!!

help me..

its like a bullshit when u as the team leader need to andle a team which doesnt have chemistry at all..

hurm..

wat im gonna to do..

if u think u wanna be the team leader and felt i dont deserve it..

go ahead..

i dont mind at all..

hurm..

sport..exam..class..

its totally tortured me!!

im to tired of all this..

could sum1 help me it?!!!!

stop it

how i gonna stop it??

if it still was in my mind..?

kept played the same name on my heart...

kept missing the same guy?

kept loved the guy who always do sweet things when he with u??

how could i stop that?

if my own heart willing to be hurt again?

wat should i do?