panggilan itu,,,

Alhamdullilah..

die diseru untuk panggilan itu..

hurm..

entah knpe..

perkataan die..

'sy mybe g umrah satu family jun nie..'

buat aku terfikir kan mmpi die dahulu..

mgkin jika dipermudahkan urusan..

die mnjejakkan kki di sana..

die diberikan petunjuk tuk langkah seterusnya..

dan...

untuk sementara itu..

mngiraan hari yng sllu nye mnjadi rutin di bbm die utk update dihentikan sementara...

mngelak kn hati tidak dapat menerima kenyataan...

so be prepared from now..

hurm..

andai itu takdirnya..

takdirnya die bkn milik aku...

aku mngkin hanya menunggu jdh itu dtg dgn sndri..

tnpa mencari..sbb mencari itu menyakitkan sbnarnye..

#mood:menunggu sesuatu yng kurng pasti itu mendebarkan..semoga dia org yng tepat..#

131days

it already been 131 days been together 

n today was our day out after 15 days away coz of too bz with our own work..

hurm..

and yes ..

aku jd mcm haritu blik..

it takes time 4 me to get use while meet up with him..

being a bit of silent person n keep thinking ape nk dibualkan...

sorry awk..

masing2 bz sgt kan..

nk wat camne..

dua2 kje shift..

hurm..

dearie mok2..

kamo xsyg sy ?

kamo xrindu sya?

dont  u love me?

hurm...

getting marriage..

m-a-r-r-i-a-g-e...

hurm..

huge responsiblity 4 only a word..

lallalala..

tp knpe cm ramai je mmber2 aku nk kawen nie..

adoi..

kental gilo jiwe korg nie nk kawen awl..

hakhak..

xpe la..da smpai serukan..

heeee...

hurm..

nk tunggu aku nye nasik mnyk?

tunggu jangut aku cm a samad said ok..

hhahah..

so..

kesimpulannye..

aku jd tukng mkn nsk kenduri korg je la ok..

haha..gomok la aku!!

aish..

bile da kne attend knduri byk2..n jauh2 nie la..

bru terase..kn bgus ade kete sndri..

xyh mnyusahkn ssape..

or kne tompang sessape..

cpt la bln enam!!!

hahaha

kawen jom?

jom kawen?

knpe la kawen tu kne blnje byk..?

knpe la kawen tu jd ssh ?

zaman dulu..kawen tu jus perlukan wali mas kwin je..

sekrng kawen..adoiy..sume nk gah bagai..

last2 cerai..adeyh..mmbzir je duet kawen grand2..

eah..

ape bondo la den merepek2 nie ha?

haha..

datang dah mood gilo aku pepagi buto nie hah..

hurm...........

cer klu aku ckp kt die

'jom kawin?'

xde effect kot.?

die pon da lame xckp gitu ke aku?

byk bnde mikior kot..

cer klu anta msg plak?

haha..bkn die bce pon..sbb die sdng lena diulit mimpi..

haish..

jelesnye aku..

org lain sdp tido..

aku lak merepek2 kt blog nie..

3rd january 2013

after 11days..
its time for us..
jus two of us..
kinda felt like our first date..

hurm..
time passing so fast..
from 2pm..to almost 10pm..
was like too short for us..
hurm..
mybe the how we both act makes we felt it..

hurm..seriously..
i being to silent..
i dont know y.
and same goes to him..
i was wondering where is the mistakes..
hurm...
i can count how jokes that make us laugh together..
hurm..

i felt weird..
all usual things tht he always does wach time we hang out..
he doesnt do it at all..

n the time come..
on  the middle of the nite..
he told me sumthing
n i already got the hint before he spoke..

hurm..
seyesly i cried on the nyte once i read his bbm..
he ask me to do istikarah..
n yet...my tears run fast.!
the nite seems to long for me..
i was keep thinking about it..

ya Allah ya Tuhanku..
Kau permudahkan lah segala urusan kami..
Kau panjangkan lah jodoh antara kami ini...

Ameeen....

the big day..

07122012

was my big day..
the convocation..
alhamdullillah..
praise to Allah S.W.T..
dgn izinNya..
i've finished my Diplomas In Nursing...

hasil titik peluh aku selama 4tahun setengah akhirnya berbaloi..
hurm...
all my family was gather together..
n..
including him..
at first..
i dun aspect that ibu will gave permission on him to came on the day..
i was bit shock bile ibu sndri bg idea soh tumpang nama org lain if he wanna get in too..
tp...xpe la..he refused to get in..
he was accompanied with my along n angah..
im glad n happy that all my family mmbers ok with him..
alhamdullilah..

jus u and mie..

today is 31122012..

100days away been in love with him..
hurm..kinda lots of change happened actually..
n there is hard things to do so..

hurm...
this last few days seem hard for me..
i don't know y..
hurm...
being away about six days n just being connected by bbm..
make me felt like i'm just his fren..
i do notice he was very bz..but y did my heart felt like this way..
hurm..
after six day..there the only day that im free..n he was on offday..
i finished my shift at 2pm..awaiting for him till 4pm..
my heart keep pumping faster...
but yet once i meet him..
i felt like im just his fren..
hurm...
there lots of curious in my mind actually..
i do have lots of question for him to answer..
but then..once i got knew i do not hang out only with him..
so i do prefered to keep it shut..
n when we otw to send me home..
i do want to asked him...but still i cant continue it..
coz it the only precious time that i do have with him..
it jus only 2 of us..even it about only 10minute..

haish...
i wish i could heard his word..
regard marriage..n bla2..
but then..none..
hurm...
is it only me whom felt it?
aigoo..