mari kite webbie

hurm..

mlm nie da 2 mlm aku webbie ngn die..

last aku webbie ngn die pon thun lpas rsenye..

be4 aku break ngn die..

tu je last..

hurm..

klu dlu..

tiap kli aku de exm..

webbie tu agk wajib sbb nk tmn aku stdy..

i tod it would not be happened again after wat did happen..

but then..

tonite it happend again..

even aku xde exm..

tp dua2 dok stdy kt dpn webcam msg2..

hurm..i prefered to be like that tiap kli aku exam!!

hurm..

can we do it more often dear??

p/s: kelip2 mata mintk simpati..hahah

life

life is too shot to wake up in the morning with regrets..

so , love the people who treat you right..

and forget about the ones who don't..

and believe that everything happened for a reasons..

if you get a chance..take it..

if it changes your life..let it..

nobody said that it would be easy

they just promised..

it would be worth it

15 octber 2011

hurm..

diam x diam..

da sethun upenye..

hal tu jadik..

aku ingt lagi..

mlm tu..

aku da tdo..

tbe2..die msg aku..

die kate..

'ckup smpai sni je..die xready g nk keep move on..'

hurm..dri aku ngh ngntuk..troz celik mata aku..

tp sesungguhnye..

aku redha je la ngn ape die kte tu..

sbb aku da gtaw kt fb yng aku accept je pape die nk..

walaupun bnda tu hurt aku sgt.

hurm..

a month after the date...

i knew sumthing..

thnx to ur fren coz telling me..

hurm..

xpe la..

4 that moment..

i jus can said.

its ok dear..go on..i prayed for u..

but then..

once u when for the trip...

sum1 get to knew me cause of u..

hurm..

then..

i knew sumthing..

well..

we have not talking and contacting each other for a month..

its quiet long time i think..

21 december 2010..

u texting me..

n said u realized bout wat did happen between u and her..

and we started t be fren n good fren n close fren back again..

n now..

15 october 2011..

its seems like nuthing happend..

but not for me..

be4 the clock turn to 12midnight 15 octber 2011..

my mind recalling everything that happened ar the same date but in year 2010..

hopefully no more that kind of problem happend again after this..

hurm..

lastly

huhu..

sronoknye rse..

xsngka..

dalm mse singkt..

aku dapt 2 org ABG!!!

hoiyeah!!!!

best nye ader abg..

hopefully..

dorng pon ok..

n trima family aku seadany..

hurm..

pasni turn along..

then aku n lisya je tinggal..

hurm..

pasni da start la rye xckup corem..

aku ngn lisya je la..

haish..

tu la part pling xsuke..

xbest la..

hurm..

xpe la..

janji kakak2 aku da slamt jumpe pasangan masing2..

ameen..

luahan haty perasaan yng sakit atie

hai..

pelik tol aku..

kejap nk kjap xnk...

klu ko rase ko bgus..

tunjuk la profesional diri tu..

nie takat xdapat jadi ape yang dihajati..

trus nk blah..?

pergh..

tinggi tol pangkat ko..

ko tu sape?

minister?lawyer?

hahah

klu takat gune mulut je berkate2 tnpe pikir..

bek la g tadika balik...

ergh...

hurm..

asal la aku knal org cam ko nie ek?

wat bagi aku skit otak je..

ape ko ingt ko HOT sgt?

ko sorng je ader exam..

aku pon ader exm la dol..

aku nie einjured!!!

lgi truk dri ko..

ko tu ape je?

cukup je sifat ko en..

sumpah perangai ko mcm K*****...!!!!

help me..

its like a bullshit when u as the team leader need to andle a team which doesnt have chemistry at all..

hurm..

wat im gonna to do..

if u think u wanna be the team leader and felt i dont deserve it..

go ahead..

i dont mind at all..

hurm..

sport..exam..class..

its totally tortured me!!

im to tired of all this..

could sum1 help me it?!!!!

stop it

how i gonna stop it??

if it still was in my mind..?

kept played the same name on my heart...

kept missing the same guy?

kept loved the guy who always do sweet things when he with u??

how could i stop that?

if my own heart willing to be hurt again?

wat should i do?